Wednesday, October 26, 2011

final night in melun

I thought he was something
But then he was not
The words that pierced my wall
Will not be forgot
I cannot change the time
And I cannot fix the past
I hoped that he was different
My dream just couldn't last
So now I stand on the edge of decision.

Make up your mind
Come, pick a side
You cannot say no
It's a matter of pride
Does he care what you think?
Does he care what you feel?
Will you hold out forever
to see if it's real?
No-- you will walk down one path.

Upon close inspection
I sought hard to see
Was it him with the faults
Or is it just me?
I cannot change my soul
And I cannot change my heart
But I will uphold my standards
So degradation doesn't start
Thus begins my intense transformation.

Make up your mind
Come, pick a side
you cannot say no
It's a matter of pride
Does he care what you think?
Does he care what you feel?
Will you hold out forever
To see if it's real?
No, you will walk down your path.

And it's funny
How my heart doesn't cry
When I tell myself, "this love must die."
It's ironic
How they break under strain
My condemning
Sentimental chains.

Make up your mind
Come, pick a side
You cannot say no
It's a matter of pride
Does he care what you think?
Does he care what you feel?
Will you hold out forever
to see if it's real?
No, I will make the right plan.
Now, I know where I stand.

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